life never stop running

do you ever feel like so many magics work when you love somebody that you never imagine never plan it before?  those just like a way God makes to make you meet him or her. haha am i too make it serious? no, im sure you all ever feel it. yes then i wanna tell you that i feel it right now. wow those are really surprising me, really really makes me like " is it true? it is impossible! am i dreaming? but...." but it's true ! yeah. everything's going so fast, im 16 right now going on 17 this year on june. senior high school is almost over, im going to be a college student, im going to.... yeah maybe it is too fast to think but it is important for my life. it is about... as you know, love. when we talk about love it reminds me about " marry " oh myGOD marry ? will i? i cant believe that im growing older so fast, my mom merried when she was 20, if i follow her so it'll be three more years ! sound verry crazy for meee wooo, but it'll happen, it surely will happen to everybody, me, you, she, him, and them altough actually we dont know when will it happen. aaaah i miss my childhood i feel like im not too ready for being an adult, i want turn back time and being a little nada who wore a cute pink dress with so many ribbons and my head eating candies and cake like i dont know too much sugar is dangerous for me, jump like i never think that problems are everywhere, sing like im a little star shining on the sky, crying like everybody will come to me and hold me so close, holding on my papa and mama, i want to see them younger again and with the litlle me then stop the time, i want it surely if i could but i couldn't. everybody couldn't.  all these make my tears fall down. i cant stop the time so, what im gonna do now... do the best i can to everybody to everything, it seems very hard but we can. yeah we can. because life never stop running but life is not running forever.

nada